Friday, May 06, 2005
i need a place to pour out everything. yes, EVERYTHING!
im feeling so lost right now. something seems to happen to us without us knowing. we are like drifting away from each other. he doesnt say he wanna meetup, wanna spend time with me. and im always the one who bring out the meeting up matter. i know its childish to say all this, but i dont care. ever since when we both went to yr 3, time between us started to get lesser. i dont mention it doenst mean i dont care. in fact, i mind a lot. sighed.
i know, as we both get older, we need our private time more. but does tat mean you can spend ALL YOUR TIME TO YOURSELF? No. you are getting into the army, naturally, i expect more time from you. but i dont see it. i hate to bring this matter out in front of him. cuz we will always ended up quarrelling. sighed.
he claimed that im being unfriendly to his friends.
but how many times have you brought me out with your friends? den how do you expect me to act as though i have known them for yrs? i want to know more bout your circle of friends. but you aint giving me the chance! sighed.I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE! pls. im starting to think our relationship is getting plain. being with you, i think im TOO independant. i dont like it. a little bit is alright. but too much is bad.
Posted by LiQing at 5:38 PM